My only letter to you... //caption// One of the hardest lessons I've learned is that something can hurt, like really hurt, like bring you to your knees hurt and still be the right thing. I've been avoiding this for years, not because I don't think about you or because life has moved so far so fast that I've forgotten the path that brought me here. But because the opposite is true. Because in a way, you'll always be home and I'll always be a proclivity towards that calm. As much as my head screams for chaos, my heart begs for peace. And what to make of that perpetual tug of war, I don't know. I guess life is just a funny thing. See I remember, you looking at me as you walked out the door that day and saying, "I believe that you will make it in whatever you do. I just hope you don't get stuck there and find yourself alone." And I think about that all the time as my road has certainly been a lonely one.