You are alive it feels like the same as if you are dead Is life meant to feel like this Panic attacks are getting serious I can't be dependent on pills everyday, can someone? Oh why can't i stop being down My heart hurts every second, every minutes , every hour , everyday , every month and every year Is happiness not written in my fate, what have i not try to own it...why can't i own it how much i try -Gargi ©LunaAnujoy #sorry #iamalive #igiamnotokay