Today under the moonlight I saw My emotions crawling away For numbness clasped my soul Pain didn't bludgeon me at all. I sat amid the silent night Ruminating about my slain love vividly recalling the scene of bloodshed. How the sword of destiny was unsheathed and was pierced through my love. How my love was holding the destiny's feet and was begging for the last chance. How callously destiny laughed at it seeing it begging. How my love was shouting for help. Every word still echoes in my ears. I still remember how helpless I stood being enchained by indifference. How hard I tried to get rid of those chains and to help my love. But alas! till the time I rescued myself My love had kissed the heaven. I stood there in guilt. Tears of blame embellished me. For years that scene of bloodshed Tore me apart. Everytime it crawled back to my mind. I couldn't even move at all. But today when it again came to visit my thoughts I could feel nothing at all. For numbness has clasped my soul And I guess my emotions have left me for once and all #nojoto #bloodshed