jise sab farista bolte hai, mujhe asli saitan se usi ne milaya hai. nafart hoti hai mujhe saksh se, jise sabne apna bhagvaan bataya hai... jab dekhti hu dusre bacho ko pyar milte, To ro deti hu ye soch kar ki pita aisa bhi hota hai..... jab bate sunti hu unki to sochne lag jati hu k pita bacho ke liye itna karta hai... yad nhi mujhe maine kab bachpana kho diya.... kab mere us saitan ne jise sab bhgvan bolte hai mujhse meri hasi chin li.... hairan hoti hu ye soch kar kaise koi pita apne bacho k muskurahat ban jata hai.... maine to jab v unhe dundha hai apne ansuo me hi dundha hai... jab kisi ko unke bhgvan ke bare me btate sunti thi.. to soch me par jati thi k agr koi mujhse puhega to kaise juth bolungi mai unse........kaisw kahungi k mere pas bhgvan nhi ek saitan hai jinse mujhse mera bachapna meri hasi meri khushi mere sapne har ek chiz chin li...... kaise btaungi sabko ki mujhe kya se kya bana diya...... sab kahte hai mere pas do bhgvan hai par maine jab v dekha to o mujhe bas meri maa me h najar aaya.... ek ohi to thi mujhe khush dekhar khush hoti thu... wrna mai to khud ko ek bojh samjh chuki thi.... meri maa ne ehsas dilaya mujhe meri kadar meri ahmiyat btayi..... aur tab maine fir se jina suru kiya fir se hasna suru kiya... khush hone k kosis ki.... aur aaj mujhe koi guilt koi pachtwa nhi hota ye kahne me k mai bas apni maa k beti hu..... meri bas ek bhgvan hai o meri maa hai.... aur haa mujhe ye v bolne me guilt nhi hota k nfrat karti hu mai us saitan se.. bhut nafrat bhut jada nfrat jitni aaj tak kisi se nhi k....... utni nafrat .... maine bas usme ek saitan dekha hai aur aaj tak mai us bhgvan ke pyar se anjan hu....... 🖤🖤