My first love, I am glad that you happened and that we are not together anymore. Yes, I was head over heels for you, tried making things work out, but nothing seemed to be working back then and, and you knew all of the above and rest. And honestly, there are no regrets, because I grew out of it as a changed person, who will not run to chase something which is not hers. Take care, ME. My first love, How have you been? I know its weird, but I have thought of writing this to you a zillion times before, but I guess, those times were not the right time like. Chill! This is no frustration-after-years kinda letter, in fact, it's a thank-you letter. I am glad that you happened and that we are not together anymore. Yes, I am. You were the one because of whom I fought with my instincts, my feelings and my emotions. Till I was with you, I never knew what letting go is because I never wanted to do one. Yes, I was head over heels for you, tried making things work out, but nothing seemed to be working back then and, and you knew all of the above and rest. I was hurt and angry both at the same time (which is too dangerous actually), but I decided to remain quiet and let the phase pass. Although our ending was an accident in itself which killed a few, harmed a few and saved a few, but the journey is worth remembering. It's been years, you have met many new people and so have I, but frankly, you still have a little space reserved for yourself. Don't get me wrong, I don't have feelings for you or anything, but as they say "pehla pyar hamesha special rehta hai", just that. And I feel pehla hi kyu, all of our relationships make us learn something or the other, the way ours did for me (and probably for you as well). And honestly, there are no regrets, because I grew out of it as a person who now understands what is good for her and what's not, a changed person, who will not run to chase something which is not hers. Take care, ME.