The brokenness of thyself [ In Caption ] My heart is saying that you were working hard all these days since almost 2 years for one competitive exam and finally you gave that paper few days back and some how it doesn't go well. You were crying like you have lost everything but fighting alone. You were just broken but the world couldn't even realise it. All the journey you have passed through these many months came in front of your eyes just like a flashback. You couldn't figure out where you went wrong: Did you practised less, you didn't worked that hard, you didn't study from recommended books and with enthusiasm or your mistake was that you dreamt of something or you couldn't realise your potential. You want answers but no one including yourself could help you. You are feeling like you don't deserve happiness, your faith from hardwork just gone, you can't prove yourself, you will no longer now dream of anything and every lows are meant for you only. It also says it isn't the last exam but the beginning of your journey and you will get many chances to prove yourself. It tells me that sometimes luck and destiny is what matters. It's the competitive world which is more of result - oriented. But that couldn't settle me down and is still not. I know results are still not declared but who knows if it comes to shatter me in pieces and never ever let me to dare to dream. All my classmates are enjoying there 10th and i am broken. Everything seems so foggy. Couldn't even differentiate and move on ahead. Sometimes are so low and i am facing it terribly. Some things are not in control of human beings but still emotions are uncontrollable. One exam taught me the worth of myself and even is controlling me as well as my happiness. Such poor me. With hope to heal soon, i just wish that I could dream in life. - Brokenhearted Kratisha ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thank you so so much CHESHTA VASHISHTHA dii for the poke❤️ #competition #lowtimes #couldnthelpit #competitive_world #dealingwithit #lowvibe #kratisha