Ma wants me to eat something. I just want to die. (caption) *Redemption* • It happened right in the middle of a haircut. I was all good but I was scared all of a sudden. I looked in the mirror, my eyes were reflecting restlessness. I wanted to go home. I wanted to go somewhere. I wanted to disappear. I lie in my bed. Curtains closed. Broad daylight outside. I don't want to close my eyes.