Once you start to despair yourself, there is no coming back. How could you come back knowing that your mistakes weigh heavier than your life!! The grief strangles and the guilt burns. It burns and burns till every dream, every desire you once had from life is reduced to ash and dust. At this point, the endgame is near and inevitable. You spend days picturising your end. It gives you those rare moments of peace. Knowing that it will all be over soon. A fitting ode to every drop of tear shed. Such a relief! True salvation! [ FICTION] #yqbaba #fiction #payback #despair #salvation #peace #relief